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Pictures can fade, memories don't.
Aug. 19th, 2005
02:21 pm - So this is it.
Okay, my stomache has more knots in it than ever now. I know I am not moving that far away, but it is still creepy as all hell. Unfamiliar area, new things, blah, blah, blah...
So here it is.
Oneonta Class of '09.
Tripled in a double dorm.
I have my room number and whatnot, just ask if you want it.
Latres.
Aug. 8th, 2005
11:32 pm - oh man.
So now I see why people are so tired when they have two jobs. It sucks... yeah. I am finally moving on from the McD's Drama. I now work in at the golf club in Palenville. A lot better than McD's... Tips are awesome and make all the difference.
I am starting to miss being little and not worrying about fucking up.
I am slowly starting to crack again.
I feel like I am going to cry.
I don't know why either....
And it sucks.
I am happy about going away to College, but I am going to miss.... everything.
Jun. 17th, 2005
03:05 pm - English test only 1 hour and 35 minutes
So the English test went well. The best part about it was after work I changed into the kellie-hang-out-day jeans, the against me hoodie, and my 3/4 sleeve grey shirt, feel asleep like that, woke up like that, and went to the test like that... and with my glasses. I felt like a model. haha. haha. yeah. I still don't get people, but the test was easy. And I still need to figure out this picture thing. So someone should tell me how to do this cuz I am computer retarded.
11:29 am - Last time going to the school... until graduation.
So this kind of sucks. I have a test today. Last test I will ever have to take at SHS. I will prolly fail cuz I didn't study and it is a test for Ms. G. and she is rediculous. I really don't need the class since I already have math and social studies. But it would be nice for colleges to not fail. It's just real weird. Yeah, I should be studying now, but I lost all my notes, study sheet, and ambition. I wish she just made us write a ten page paper about everything we've learned this year... or something dumb like that. It's better than going back for a fucking final. Hell make it 15 pages. I could totally BS my way out of that one, like every other paper I've written. I'll just be happy to get this day over with, or at least the test.
Besides that the past few days have been fun. Walking to bluehole, my feet beginning to get tough, sunburns from senior picnic, walking from bluehole with only cell phones as flashlights. That is basically the beginning of my summer, oh and working. Bill wants me to come back over breaks. You know what I have to say to that... yeah, right. I need to stay there for book money and whatnot, and it's been a good job to have working through high school, but what am I going to write on job transcripts... previous jobs... "McDonald's for 18 years"??? Yeah, I am sure that will get me hired.
It's almost test time and I need to get ready... sort of. I will try to get pictures from the last day of school (aka - Senior picnic) up here.
It's go time. Wish me luck. Last test at SHS... I think I am going to cry. or something along those lines. Next time I go back to SHS with a purpose will be June 25th. I'll be in my blue gown and cap, with a big cheesey smile for all the parents, walking down the aisle thinking 'Fuck this town.'
Jun. 15th, 2005
08:09 am - Senior-ism
Oh shit dude, I can't believe it... this is my last day at Saugerties High School! Yes, and I am spending it down in the library first period writing on live journal. I am an effin' loser... what are you going to do about it. I am wearing MSI shirt, Amato Tomato's shorts that I wore for gym this year, and my DVS sneakers with high socks... I love my outfit. Oh yeah and Dan's hat cuz I forgot I was wearing it out of his car... so now I am wearing it. I don't even know what to write anymore to keep myself occupied.
Counting down.
So 4 more periods, then senior picnic.
So 3 mort months, and I can get out.
So 2 more weeks, and I graduate.
So 2 more weeks, to leave this country.
So 1 more day, before it's officially summer.
And a few more minutes, before next period.
It's sad that we are leaving, but I want to leave with no regrets. So I guess that is what I have do, not regret. Oh those simple complexities. Or easier said than done. A lot of people are sad that we are leaving, I am not. I am glad. High school is just a memory now. Something that we had once, but now is time for a second stage of life. High school is only sad when you know you won't be able to actually get to know those people you just said "hi and bye" to. Yet, it doesn't matter cuz if you actually wanted to konw them, you would have taken the time out of your day to see them. What else is there to high school. The teachers are cool, but you can always come back to visit them. You are going to get more work, whether it be college or earning your own living. It's just the fear of losing something you have had for so long.
Oh my god. I have got to get out of here, this is pathetic, I am analyzing graduation and leaving high school. Okay I am done.
confusedJun. 13th, 2005
08:52 am - Simply amazing.
I love when I am dumb and don't update, but exit out of it instead.
I don't know what it was about this weekend, but it was awesome. So let's see. Friday night started out so, but no less fun. Sam, Eng, Dan, and I hung out and when to Applebee's to eat and then chilled out at Dan's since we missed the Cast Your Stones show. But that's okay because we had many laughs, Blondies, pictures, and just cool chill out time.
Saturday. I had to work from 7-2 and then hung out with Nichole and we met up with Dan and Jerod. Jerod we had to steal away from his mom cuz she was going to make Jerod mow the lawn in the rain, and we weren't going to have that. So we stole him and adventured off to the Kingston's place to swim and cliff jump. It took some convincing and force from Jerod, but I finally went in. After that we went and played pool and singing to Coheed, Radiohead, Old School No Doubt, Blink-182, and bunches of stuff into pool sticks. Jerod and Dan were backing Nichole and I up with their air guitars. It was amazing, even if the boys did beat us. Then Dan's house and protecting kids from getting shit thrown at them while they are passed out, cuz I don't dig that. And swimming in Dan's boxers and on of my t-shirts. (The water was awesome.) To falling asleep in my car while chatting with Stephen about old times.
Sunday. Woke up sort of late since I went home at like 4:30. Then Nichole and I went to Gill's recital. It was soo hot in the church, that looked churchy, but Gill's performance made it all worth while. She did such an awesome job. Then we went off to the show which was filled with awesome fun, excluding the shaddy, shitty, money hogging assholes. okay, enough of that. But Vinnie played and had a reunion show with South View and almost made me cry cuz I thought of the all the times watching PA play and buying my PA t-shirt, it was just soooooo long ago. Plus sing-a-longs with Nichole and Vinnie just being amazing at singing. Then there was puddle jumping with no shoes and rolled up pants with Gill and Nichole. We danced, splashed, and Gill sat in the puddle... without shoes. haha. Then back in to watch My Safe Haven have a great performance. It was amazing and awesome. I don't know what it was, but it was one thing... great. Maybe two... great and great fun. Either way it was wicked. Then as we left... for good times... Nichole, Gill, and I ran through the biggest puddle ever. And officially soaked. Which I have to add I am still wearing the same, unfortunately, wet jeans that are still rolled up because I couldn't find anything else and I was running late so I just put these one. (Let's see if I can wrap this up and make it short as sweet.) Okay, so we left to drop Gill of and Nichole was steering and I was pushing peddles and singing to Motion City Sountrack, Goldfinger, and Coheed with Gillian in the backseat. On the way home Nichole and I almost lost our voices from screaming to Coheed. Simply amazing. To then deciding... hey we are already wet, let's go for a swim. After we made tea, mac + cheese, and had fruit. To going to drop Nichole off and singing... "Girl, your really got your hold on me. Girl, you really got your hold on me. Girl, You gotta get away from me. Cause You want nothing to do with me." It was just an amazing day, just a simply amazing day.
Things may be shitty, but eventually the will look up. Even if it is for a short while, they do look up. And it's times like these that keep me going and holding on.
WickRadAmazingTotallyAwesomeJun. 9th, 2005
12:03 am - Things are looking up.
I guess this is an example of how the bad times pass. The past few days have been extremely awesome. I am glad I have the people that love me this much and hang out with me, even if I insist I am a poop. My situation could be worse I guess, no it definately could be worse. But I am glad for the times I have had and thank-you to all who have contributed to this.
Jun. 6th, 2005
09:07 pm - 500 dollars out of debt.
Today wasn't a bad day, neither was Sunday. Things are starting to look up I guess. Let's start from the beginning. Sunday I got to hang out with Mr. Dan Brown, someone I haven't seen in 5 months and some days (no joke) and we had a pj day and just chilled out which was pretty rad. Then I went home and went out with Dan, Nichole, Jen, and Eng to play pool at the pool hall. Which I have to say I scared the pants off of Jen and Dan driving there, plus public humiliations are at a sky high... haha. An example would be (besides my random out bursts of singing and dancing at McDonald's) driving to the pool hall and seeing this ghetto kid in his nice car pull up next to me so I blast Piebald while revving my "bad ass" engine and then start doing this dance in the driver seat, then when the light turns green peeling away to make it look like I am racing. Secretly I wasn't since I was pulling into the pool hall like two feet away, but I still think he didn't like me. In the pool hall Jen, Dan, Nichole, and I awaited Eng's faithful arrival. How we knew it was Eng coming in the door was the big head shadow left on the window. So this is how it went, Dan said, "oh look you can tell it's Eng coming from the shape of his head." Then followed by the pool hall guy, who by the way is effing hilarious, goes "holy shit that's a big head." Then followed by the our laughter which left Eng confused until we all hung out again today. Pool was fun, Nichole and I were singing to old school No Doubt and Coheed which made everything awesome, while we let Radiohead consume us during our game. After all that physical energy we need something sweet to reboot us. Of course CAR TRIP TO HOLY COW! Nichole was steering as I was pushing the peddles and singing to Dan and Jen in the backseat. The great thing about that was they were watching the road more than I was. Nichole was informing me on when to slow down. And she is a better driver than I considering I got scariest driver for our class. But ice cream and everything and the funny ass conversations we had were awesome. We basically did the same thing to day, but with Jordan, Dan, Eng, Nichole, and myself. Exept this time there was a tornado warning, which made the sky look cool but scary crossing the bridge. Then I got to go hang out with these ladies who gave me a $500 scholarship which was awesome, and the meeting/dinner wasn't that bad. And now I am here describing my day to you, when I should be studying for Eco and math... which I am going to do now. Last tests of the year. It sucks... I have more tests and shit going on now than I did before. English - play, Math - report and test, Eco - My project I score 130 on! and test and notebook quiz, prolly something else. But oh well. Shit happens, last year of high school projects then I get to deal with college.
Jun. 5th, 2005
01:57 am - Effin' Killer.
Oh man, I haven't felt so good in a long time. Running, my hair getting the cut, and Devin's house. It was all so wonderful to make up for last week. At first things seemed pretty eh, but then I saw many amazing people that made my night, plus basketball and volleyball... even if a mean boy hit me in the face... but I caved in and forgave him for it. Can't stay mad forever. All in all, tonight was fucking awesome. Oh and I have about 2 pages of my math report typed up... so I am happy about that. Everything is looking a little bit better... Graduation day is only 22 days away. Yessss. Then off to Cancun. Killer.
May. 30th, 2005
11:23 am
This weekend has been kind of crazy. Shows, Prom, BS, Baking Cakes, Awesome Pictures, and of course whatnot. I saw Star Wars this weekends... it wasn't bad, but I wanted to fall asleep, but the Orpheum movie chairs suck! Prom was interesting I should be updating with pictures. It wasn't bad, but it wasn't what I was expecting it to be, or it wasn't all that it was hyped up to be. For the most part, my weekend was exciting because I went to this awesome show and saw kick ass people there. Then my weekend has been diner, pictures, lighthouse, baking cakes, and all the things a weekend should be... even tho I didn't even start my math project final. And this weekend I would say I got a total of 4 hours Friday, maybe 9 hours on Saturday, and like 2-ish last night. Plus I have to work, but strangely I am not tired. I can't wait for summer and the end of school. It is going to be fabulous.
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